The Work of Lana Crichton
My Creative Writing Portfolio

Bio
While I am often described as someone who is "short" & "sweet", I'd like to think my writing style tends to be anything but. I've been known to embellish grocery lists into elaborate fairytales as I see life not in color, but rather in verbiage. I marry concept with language and then envy the relationship. I fall in love every day and I write about it.


Portfolio of Work
Creative Writing
The following is a collection of excerpts taken from my creative writing journal.

Space
The sound of silence feels cool on your knuckles as your fingers coast along the frame of the open window. Your bedroom drinks up a setting sun and the faint call of crows heading south for the evening. The air is briny dancing up your cheeks and down your loose tresses. Droplets unseen to the eye form on the glass and maintain structure as it swings open and closed in agreement with the wind. The windowsill is lined with vibrant lavender, hydrangeas and poppies. A gracious breeze soaks up the fragrance like a terry cloth towel, gifting it to all the senses with one swift eternal motion. A mutual love, the wind returns through the curtains each time it departs through the open door.
Salted air stings on the lips as it seeps in, sealed by a merciless loving sun. It tastes of coconut sunscreen and soft serve ice cream from earlier. After lighting your favorite scented candle, you decide on a hot shower to rinse off the day. A cucumber foam feels cool gliding up and down your skin in contrast to its tolerable burn from the weekend. You work an apricot lather through your tangle of lockes, allowing steam to penetrate the pores and you invite the summer wind to do the same. You hold yourself and allow a delicate stream to derail the suds which run down the body and circle the drain before gently swirling in. You align the burdens you’ve encountered this day with the motion of the fragrant foam, feeling yourself fall lighter as they are lifted off of your conscience and away from your Space.
You find your skin feels smooth and warm to the touch, sailing a cupped palm from wrist to shoulder. You repeat this motion to ensure that you have thoroughly rinsed. The calling of crows becomes more apparent as you shut off the water. Extending an arm outside the shower, you feel around for a towel you had pulled from the dryer just moments before stepping in. It is rolled tightly, its form harboring heat which releases, caressing your face as you hold it above your shoulders and allow it to unravel before you-- stopping just before the floor. You slide the towel around you, wrapping yourself in a warm embrace and relishing in the security it provides. You feel a sense of safety isolated from your burdens, as they drift off out of your line of sight. In this moment, you give yourself to your Space. You allow your favorite candle to gift you with all of its generosity, its scent and the fact alone that it is your favorite. A feeling of gratitude toward your former self emulates from the person holding you.
The window remains open as a bracing current breezes through your Space. As a once orange sky turns pink and eventually creeps into an indigo hue, your Space still holds its golden glow, as do you as you slip on a soft weightless robe before sinking into your freshly laundered bedsheets. Some rose water mist and essential oils reside on the nightstand beside the bed. You reach over and spray your face and pillows, as well as gliding eucalyptus oil across your wrists and onto each of your temples. It tingles in a pleasant sensation, your worries growing more and more distant as you drift off in thought. Thoughts of eucalyptus trees and rose gardens, and a twinkling sea of stars which you now see have begun to dance for the moon as dusk departs. Your Space strokes your hair and pulls the sheets in more tightly around you and you close your eyes. An evening wind silences the candle and swings the door closed, and the room still feels golden despite the darkness which has not yet entirely slain the horizon. The crows have found a route to safety for the evening, yet their calls still ring around the room in a pleasant hum. You allow sleep to take you, as you find yourself safe for the evening too.

Intervals
& so
I found myself
stuck on such a sight as you
Mad about a man
adorned in silver glow
Talking to the walls
as they hold handsome conversation
Echoing my name back
as if you'd sent them
to return me home
to a place I'd never been
& with that
I will gladly be compliant
if only I am promised
the distant light
at the end of your tunnel
reflects sincerity
& not the flicker of flames
dancing from your grounds
alive & thriving in some blue eyes
on a farm in Minnesota
It feels as concrete
as the promise of my own demise
that you will coat each syllable
with certain truth
to complement the vibrance of the symbols
draped along your flesh
In intimate moments
under constellation seas
the tides sway your thoughts my way
against the familiar sound of laughter
& smiles strung from the lips
of those you've held longer
than you've held my name on your breath
I've dreamt in 4th of July
for months on end
with impatient patience
Long before I'd known
I was lusting for a night
on which the brilliance of young love
effortlessly compliments
cherry lips and sapphire seas
I'll lend you my thought
if you'll lend me a daydream
Leather jackets
& hair held back smooth
resurrecting memories of
snow blanketing city streets
in the veins of my hometown
A tall glass to drink you in
Counting restless craft in flight
Atop my own sheets
dressed in wide eyes
Less tangled in yours
with the inability to tell
where you end & I begin
There is freedom
residing in that there is not much
to the complexity of our nature
Where state lines divide
still we meet
without having stepped foot
I sink deeper into the arms of Southern California
Your arrival promise
is a callus velvet
slipping off of your tongue & into the open air
My faith is supple as I know it
but it may break
A small dose of morphine
or a lethal injection
It is a passion
designed for a man
who from beyond state lines
could fall for my neck
Alone in your contest
& still you take lead
Slow & steady
Almost stagnant
We’ll take our time
to get it wrong

The Visitor
Anticipation swims
across my face
much to your delight
Soaked in shadow
Drop the curtain
I hold the bottle
You hold the rocks
Heaven can wait
for lavender hair
Skin of cashmere
Voice a velvet flame
Set fire to
my visions of you
with a misaligned truth
Penetrate me
with just a glance
Slither in & coil my limbs
Crawl beneath the surface
Hold your gaze
as you beat still below my sternum
Ribs to shelter
unrequited lethal tongues
An afternoon dream
through dusk’s fleeting embrace
Taint my walls
& flee
just before I’m free enough
to withhold my submission
You come & you go
Slip in & out
like a demon’s whisper
Craft mountains between us
& convince me
that hope still breathes
should I go to great lengths
just to move them
Yet the world spins on its axis
pleading fate for its ability
to keep up with you
So foolish a girl
to think I might outrun
the tides most swift
or the forces designing them
To think
I have loved you
& unloved you
more times
than I have touched you
Don’t you know I go crazy
if only you take me?
If nothing else
promise me
that you will never
ask me to trust
a man
who smiles
as he swears
he never felt it

In Reverie
It’s exactly as you’d imagined it to be
All the while you’d never been
Still you delineate a detailed apparition
Intimate advances on assorted spirits
embellishing night tables and white throws
with opaque silhouettes
escorted by an arenaceous dusk
Liberated from your chameleon disposition
I find myself frequently greeted by the recurrent residence
of the complex agony of inevitable miscalculation
The consistent cycle of “fire-and-miss”
By the intermittent howls from the lungs of inadequacy
as my fingertips graze your plethora of definitions
I fail to grasp the answers in arm’s reach
What is sufficient?
In relation to knowing
there will always be more
where you extend a seemingly virtuous palm?
Why wrap just one around your finger
when there are a number of less than coiled limbs unaccounted for?
So still
You call out my name in a vehement whisper
Echo through the disarray
Coo that you lust for a simper
evidently of your own doing
But this season has proven to be colder than last
And I’ve since divorced the contentment
I’d once found leaping to meet biting promises
as they whistled about the labyrinth of your cheek
& escaped a most versatile merciless jaw
You the glass
I the sand
A shift in direction
knowing I will fall through you
time & time again
You’ll stretch moments with an unfaltering gaze
yet expedite my farewell
My only alleviation
internal plague
or imminent demise

Remnants of What Never Were
Winter is central to your language
Cotton fingers form blissful chokeholds
around childlike innocence
I cling to it
with ivory knuckles
to contest white lies
Swing through my mind with licorice veins
& sea glass secrets
I’ll bow for you
to plant seeds in my head
& pick flowers from my hair
using the hand less occupied
with what’s laced through its curvature
I come to you in velvet truth
from head to heel
You say
the Sun lives too brightly to look at
or to hold
& I’m much like the Sun
Fiery eyes tell a tale of a path less walked
& how I’ve tread it twice
If you’d hold still
I’d know which way your conscience swings
A passenger in your skin
You travel so fast
you don’t move
& always return
Dissolve into the room
& come back around 2’
Your cool palms feel at home
gliding from my wrists
up to my shoulders
& you sigh your speech into my neck
Tell me again
how I wear too much mascara
& reveal too much beneath my clavicle
& how you wish I wouldn’t run off
to find a home within heaven
each night that you take me
With a half-hearted hold
your next victim on speed dial
fingers slip unapologetically
in a senseless departure
I make my way to the door & you call out
something about a good run
& what could have been
if any part of you
had wanted to stay
But what good are the sounds of the sea
without the song of its correlating winds
twisting through frosty matted locks
& sunburned knees?
Without the delicious sting of salt on the lips
& the cliff-side thrashing of waves
whistling about the tunnels of the eardrum?
Without the dance of golden rays
embracing the flesh
& the tickle of dazzling droplets
cascading like rivers
from pools on its surface?
What good are my warmest thoughts of you
when I no longer know your heat?
What good are the photographs
when they’re the only ones we’ll ever have?
The wafting aroma of strawberry curls
& I’ve lost you for the evening
I read your movements front to end
You assure me this is no place for a girl
who waits
Crimson catacombs house an unsteady pace
I find myself once more
salivating over honey
dripping past your chin
I watch closely
as she moves in to steal a taste
I’ve been told
the forbidden fruit reigns sweetest
You have enough in your garden
To keep her coming back
To keep me coming back
I’ll fight it with my silk dagger
& you don’t shiver at the sight of blood

Where The Embers Fall
Famished
I arrive
to find that sugar coats your lips
& tongue
I’ve severed ties with my reality
in hope to get in touch with yours
I stride in beside another man
His hand is fixed on the nape of my neck
gracing my path with a weightless hold
as he walks me through
a cemetery of lovers
both past and present
Cinder clouds still hang above
for each time
I’d set flame to the ruins
The embers breathe beneath our feet
housing just enough fever
to pose threat of a spark
in turn tormenting an inevitable fate
We enter empty handed
How lovingly cold
Nudging me forward
to pay my respects
A grin still lives on you
unbeknownst to him
You snicker to his back
as he waltzes away
A wolf to a sheep
as mother’s lids fall heavy
Brush my locks aside
I part the seas
so you can better sink
How easy it is for me
to talk about a place
I’d been to with you
so many a time
Somewhere to this day
you claim to have never been
What a familiar vicinity
& a sentiment to match
If I close my eyes & drift
your voice afloat nearby
it is almost as if you had never left
A soft touch to the shoulder
I am met by his gaze
bringing me back
I try to make it stay
Lamenting to a six foot hole
brimmed with only
space & time
I’ve dressed in all black
in sync with the occasion
He holds me by my grief
Guiding me away from the grass
& onto the cobblestone drive
If not in this life
then perhaps in another

"Stay faithful to the stories in your head."
Paula Hawkins

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