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The Work of Lana Crichton

My Creative Writing Portfolio

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While I am often described as someone who is "short" & "sweet", I'd like to think my writing style tends to be anything but. I've been known to embellish grocery lists into elaborate fairytales as I see life not in color, but rather in verbiage. I marry concept with language and then envy the relationship. I fall in love every day and I write about it.

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Creative Writing

The following is a collection of excerpts taken from my creative writing journal.

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Space

The sound of silence feels cool on your knuckles as your fingers coast along the frame of the open window. Your bedroom drinks up a setting sun and the faint call of crows heading south for the evening. The air is briny dancing up your cheeks and down your loose tresses. Droplets unseen to the eye form on the glass and maintain structure as it swings open and closed in agreement with the wind. The windowsill is lined with vibrant lavender, hydrangeas and poppies. A gracious breeze soaks up the fragrance like a terry cloth towel, gifting it to all the senses with one swift eternal motion. A mutual love, the wind returns through the curtains each time it departs through the open door.


Salted air stings on the lips as it seeps in, sealed by a merciless loving sun. It tastes of coconut sunscreen and soft serve ice cream from earlier. After lighting your favorite scented candle, you decide on a hot shower to rinse off the day. A cucumber foam feels cool gliding up and down your skin in contrast to its tolerable burn from the weekend. You work an apricot lather through your tangle of lockes, allowing steam to penetrate the pores and you invite the summer wind to do the same. You hold yourself and allow a delicate stream to derail the suds which run down the body and circle the drain before gently swirling in. You align the burdens you’ve encountered this day with the motion of the fragrant foam, feeling yourself fall lighter as they are lifted off of your conscience and away from your Space.


You find your skin feels smooth and warm to the touch, sailing a cupped palm from wrist to shoulder. You repeat this motion to ensure that you have thoroughly rinsed. The calling of crows becomes more apparent as you shut off the water. Extending an arm outside the shower, you feel around for a towel you had pulled from the dryer just moments before stepping in. It is rolled tightly, its form harboring heat which releases, caressing your face as you hold it above your shoulders and allow it to unravel before you-- stopping just before the floor. You slide the towel around you, wrapping yourself in a warm embrace and relishing in the security it provides. You feel a sense of safety isolated from your burdens, as they drift off out of your line of sight. In this moment, you give yourself to your Space. You allow your favorite candle to gift you with all of its generosity, its scent and the fact alone that it is your favorite. A feeling of gratitude toward your former self emulates from the person holding you. 


The window remains open as a bracing current breezes through your Space. As a once orange sky turns pink and eventually creeps into an indigo hue, your Space still holds its golden glow, as do you as you slip on a soft weightless robe before sinking into your freshly laundered bedsheets. Some rose water mist and essential oils reside on the nightstand beside the bed. You reach over and spray your face and pillows, as well as gliding eucalyptus oil across your wrists and onto each of your temples. It tingles in a pleasant sensation, your worries growing more and more distant as you drift off in thought. Thoughts of eucalyptus trees and rose gardens, and a twinkling sea of stars which you now see have begun to dance for the moon as dusk departs. Your Space strokes your hair and pulls the sheets in more tightly around you and you close your eyes. An evening wind silences the candle and swings the door closed, and the room still feels golden despite the darkness which has not yet entirely slain the horizon. The crows have found a route to safety for the evening, yet their calls still ring around the room in a pleasant hum. You allow sleep to take you, as you find yourself safe for the evening too.

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Intervals

& so 

I found myself

stuck on such a sight as you

Mad about a man 

adorned in silver glow

Talking to the walls

as they hold handsome conversation 

Echoing my name back

as if you'd sent them

to return me home

to a place I'd never been


& with that

I will gladly be compliant

if only I am promised

the distant light

at the end of your tunnel

reflects sincerity

& not the flicker of flames

dancing from your grounds

alive & thriving in some blue eyes 

on a farm in Minnesota 


It feels as concrete

as the promise of my own demise

that you will coat each syllable 

with certain truth

to complement the vibrance of the symbols 

draped along your flesh


In intimate moments

under constellation seas

the tides sway your thoughts my way

against the familiar sound of laughter

& smiles strung from the lips

of those you've held longer

than you've held my name on your breath


I've dreamt in 4th of July

for months on end

with impatient patience

Long before I'd known 

I was lusting for a night

on which the brilliance of young love

effortlessly compliments

cherry lips and sapphire seas


I'll lend you my thought

if you'll lend me a daydream

Leather jackets

& hair held back smooth

resurrecting memories of

snow blanketing city streets

in the veins of my hometown

A tall glass to drink you in

Counting restless craft in flight

Atop my own sheets

dressed in wide eyes

Less tangled in yours

with the inability to tell

where you end & I begin


There is freedom

residing in that there is not much

to the complexity of our nature

Where state lines divide

still we meet

without having stepped foot

I sink deeper into the arms of Southern California

Your arrival promise

is a callus velvet

slipping off of your tongue & into the open air

My faith is supple as I know it

but it may break


A small dose of morphine

or a lethal injection 

It is a passion

designed for a man

who from beyond state lines

could fall for my neck

Alone in your contest

& still you take lead

Slow & steady

Almost stagnant

We’ll take our time

to get it wrong

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The Visitor

Anticipation swims
across my face
much to your delight
Soaked in shadow
Drop the curtain
I hold the bottle
You hold the rocks
Heaven can wait
for lavender hair
Skin of cashmere
Voice a velvet flame
Set fire to
my visions of you
with a misaligned truth
Penetrate me
with just a glance
Slither in & coil my limbs
Crawl beneath the surface
Hold your gaze
as you beat still below my sternum
Ribs to shelter
unrequited lethal tongues
An afternoon dream
through dusk’s fleeting embrace
Taint my walls
& flee
just before I’m free enough
to withhold my submission
You come & you go
Slip in & out
like a demon’s whisper
Craft mountains between us
& convince me
that hope still breathes
should I go to great lengths
just to move them
Yet the world spins on its axis
pleading fate for its ability
to keep up with you
So foolish a girl
to think I might outrun
the tides most swift
or the forces designing them
To think
I have loved you
& unloved you
more times
than I have touched you
Don’t you know I go crazy
if only you take me?
If nothing else
promise me
that you will never
ask me to trust
a man
who smiles
as he swears
he never felt it

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In Reverie

It’s exactly as you’d imagined it to be

All the while you’d never been

Still you delineate a detailed apparition

Intimate advances on assorted spirits

embellishing night tables and white throws

with opaque silhouettes

escorted by an arenaceous dusk

Liberated from your chameleon disposition

I find myself frequently greeted by the recurrent residence

of the complex agony of inevitable miscalculation

The consistent cycle of “fire-and-miss”

By the intermittent howls from the lungs of inadequacy

as my fingertips graze your plethora of definitions

I fail to grasp the answers in arm’s reach

What is sufficient?

In relation to knowing

there will always be more

where you extend a seemingly virtuous palm?

Why wrap just one around your finger

when there are a number of less than coiled limbs unaccounted for?


So still

You call out my name in a vehement whisper

Echo through the disarray

Coo that you lust for a simper

evidently of your own doing

But this season has proven to be colder than last

And I’ve since divorced the contentment

I’d once found leaping to meet biting promises

as they whistled about the labyrinth of your cheek

& escaped a most versatile merciless jaw


You the glass

I the sand

A shift in direction

knowing I will fall through you

time & time again

You’ll stretch moments with an unfaltering gaze

yet expedite my farewell

My only alleviation

internal plague

or imminent demise

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Remnants of What Never Were

Winter is central to your language


Cotton fingers form blissful chokeholds


around childlike innocence 


I cling to it 


with ivory knuckles 


to contest white lies 



Swing through my mind with licorice veins


& sea glass secrets 


I’ll bow for you 


to plant seeds in my head


& pick flowers from my hair


using the hand less occupied


with what’s laced through its curvature



I come to you in velvet truth


from head to heel


You say


the Sun lives too brightly to look at


or to hold


& I’m much like the Sun



Fiery eyes tell a tale of a path less walked


& how I’ve tread it twice


If you’d hold still


I’d know which way your conscience swings


A passenger in your skin


You travel so fast


you don’t move


& always return



Dissolve into the room


& come back around 2’


Your cool palms feel at home


gliding from my wrists


up to my shoulders


& you sigh your speech into my neck


Tell me again


how I wear too much mascara 


& reveal too much beneath my clavicle 


& how you wish I wouldn’t run off 


to find a home within heaven


each night that you take me




With a half-hearted hold


your next victim on speed dial


fingers slip unapologetically 


in a senseless departure 


I make my way to the door & you call out


something about a good run


& what could have been


if any part of you


had wanted to stay




But what good are the sounds of the sea


without the song of its correlating winds


twisting through frosty matted locks


& sunburned knees?


Without the delicious sting of salt on the lips


& the cliff-side thrashing of waves


whistling about the tunnels of the eardrum?


Without the dance of golden rays 


embracing the flesh


& the tickle of dazzling droplets 


cascading like rivers


from pools on its surface?


What good are my warmest thoughts of you


when I no longer know your heat?


What good are the photographs


when they’re the only ones we’ll ever have?




The wafting aroma of strawberry curls


& I’ve lost you for the evening


I read your movements front to end


You assure me this is no place for a girl


who waits 


Crimson catacombs house an unsteady pace


I find myself once more 


salivating over honey


dripping past your chin


I watch closely

as she moves in to steal a taste




I’ve been told


the forbidden fruit reigns sweetest


You have enough in your garden 


To keep her coming back


To keep me coming back


I’ll fight it with my silk dagger


& you don’t shiver at the sight of blood

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Where The Embers Fall

Famished


 I arrive


 to find that sugar coats your lips


& tongue


I’ve severed ties with my reality


in hope to get in touch with yours


I stride in beside another man


His hand is fixed on the nape of my neck


gracing my path with a weightless hold


as he walks me through


a cemetery of lovers


both past and present


Cinder clouds still hang above


for each time


I’d set flame to the ruins


The embers breathe beneath our feet


housing just enough fever 


to pose threat of a spark


in turn tormenting an inevitable fate


We enter empty handed


How lovingly cold


Nudging me forward


to pay my respects


A grin still lives on you


unbeknownst to him


You snicker to his back 


as he waltzes away


A wolf to a sheep


as mother’s lids fall heavy


Brush my locks aside


I part the seas


so you can better sink


How easy it is for me


to talk about a place


I’d been to with you


so many a time


Somewhere to this day


you claim to have never been


What a familiar vicinity


& a sentiment to match


If I close my eyes & drift


your voice afloat nearby


it is almost as if you had never left


A soft touch to the shoulder


I am met by his gaze


bringing me back


I try to make it stay


Lamenting to a six foot hole


brimmed with only 


space & time


I’ve dressed in all black


in sync with the occasion


He holds me by my grief


Guiding me away from the grass


& onto the cobblestone drive


If not in this life


then perhaps in another

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"Stay faithful to the stories in your head."

Paula Hawkins

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